Masquerade

Preeti sent me ,

2009-09-01T22:54:00.001+08:00

Taurus
April 21 to May 21

Symbol - The Bull
Element - Earth
Planet - Venus

Love Life:
You are an aggressive lover and an awesome kisser. In short, you are sexy as hell.
More Compatible with - Leo, Scorpio, Virgo, Capricorn
Less Compatible with - Sagittarius, Gemini, Aries
Qualities Of Taurus
Loving, Mature, Secure, Reliable, Calm, Loyal, Kind, Friendly, Determined, Self-Reliant, Patient, Confident, Affectionate, Practical & Artistic.

Lucky Color - Blue or Green
Lucky Stone - Emerald
Lucky Day - Friday
Lucky Number - Six
Lucky Metal - Copper

MIssed.

2009-08-20T18:09:00.002+08:00

this is for people who i love and miss a lot .
TO;

To my favorite teacher, who told me never give up
To my 5th grade crush who I thought I really loved
To the girls I missed and the guys we kissed
Where are you now?

To my ex-best friends don´t know how we grew apart
To my favorite band and sing-alongs in my car
To the face I see , in my memories
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I´m thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn´t for you
I would never be who I am

To my first boyfriend ,I thought for sure was the one
To my last boyfriend ,sorry that I screwed it up
To the ones I loved ,but didn´t show it enough
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I´m thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn´t for you
I would never be who I am

And I know I'll never see those days again
And things will never be that way again
But that´s just how it goes
People change but I know
I won´t forget you

To the ones who cared and who were there from the start
To the love that left and took a piece of my heart
To the few who´d swear ,i´d never go anywhere
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I´m thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn´t for you
I would never be who I am

If it wasn´t for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn´t for you
I´d be nothing
Where are you now?

Bring me back to life .

2009-08-19T16:06:00.002+08:00

Sigh ,
this blog has been dead for quite some time innit . I reckon no one reads it anyways, so why update . Life sucks now , just so you know . Im getting deeper , darker , the thirst for love and affection is driving me nuts , oh how i wish my family will be back to normal . New mum , new siblings , new family , new life , new self ( which is bad , like fuck) . The only place i feel happy ,is school , sometimes . Stupid stupid stupid life . I chose all the wrong paths . I made what i am today . I chose to accept a guy i thought was different , who turned out to be just the same as every other jerk . I chose not to study for PSLE and got into this school . If i wasn't in this school , my love life , my family life , my friends, would all be different , yet now , im stuck in this revolving hell hole , which sucks the happiness out of everything . Oh how i regret everything i've done . Looking down from a rooftop wishing it would all just disappear if i took a tiny little step forward . Just a little step .... a gush of wind against my hair , and then the pain seems to disappear as i enter a world of nothing . The reason im still living is because of my mum , i can't end it all now . Guess ill just suffer away , whoopee ! I'll use this blog to vent my frustrations and stuff . The way i am in school is totally different from how i am at home . but heck . Bye .

Oh simple thing

2009-08-04T16:05:00.006+08:00

Keane , is a damn good band .

Okay , i guess Joanne and some other people know already . Joanne can't get over right ? yeah well it takes time , just like i did . Im over ald . (: just that some people think i'm not . WTF i saw it man ... nvm don't bother about what others say , cause i know it myself , no use giving me that look . I don't care .

Anyhoo , today , fell asleep during math class , baby low's voice is just so ... and weird things happened in class . Po Lin was making piano noises( he sits behind me ), Jade was laughing to herself ( she's next to me ) , Vishnu was " rocking out "
which in his case , simply nodding his head , Huijia kept turning around and smiling at me . My gosh , it was super freaky , like they were posessed . Ok , and i was calling syaban , uncle ban , then he gave me the weird face which was really dumb .
Another thing is , i sprained my ankle when huijia pushed me . WOW, weakling much?

SYAH! stop calling me Siti Nur Cheryl or Menahhhh sioolllll just because i acted like one for fun , i should never have done that .

GREG & RUBEN ! why dont you pay for my airline ticket , that way i will be able to go .

wait ,( this is for him cause i know he reads it ) ;
Dejar de decirles a otros acerca de mí o lo que digo y dejar de preocuparse por lo que hago ahora sobre su causa y, además, no mejora tu maldita juguete, no puede me mudo a otra persona una vez que esté hecho. Y otra cosa, usted no podría obtener más de mí antes, que cada vez causa y romper i obtener más de usted, pedir la revisión de nuevo. No puedo creer que le dio una oportunidad.

( oh im evil , i should stop with the third language , nvm you can just go translate on the internet or something , heh up yours )

Daylight Comes And Me Wanna Go Home .

2009-07-22T15:09:00.007+08:00

Since im sick and can't go to school , it means im stuck bored at home . So i have been scanning youtube for new songs and singers and guess what! i found a few , imma put some here ,
Dear Juliet - All those nights

Goodnight Sunrise - It's The Stare

Other bands are :
Dear Juliet (: [ soft rock ] ♥
A Bird A Sparrow (: [ alt rock ]
Divided By Friday (: [ alt rock ] ♥
The Failing Farewell [ alt pop soft rock ]
The Summer Set [ pop rock ]
Backseat Goodbye [ soft rock ]
Our Last Night (: [ screamo alt rock ] ♥
Handshakes And Highfives (: [ pop alt rock ]
Racing Kites (: [ pop alt rock ]
Goodnight Sunrise (: [ alt rock ]♥
A Kiss For Jersey (: [ emo rock ]
Watch out!There's Ghost [ alt rock ]
You Me And Everyone We Know (: [ indie alt rock ]
Shorelines End (: [ Alt rock indie ] ♥
A Virginia Sky (: [ Pop Rock ]
Sing It Loud [ Alt rock ]
The Follow Through (: [ Soft rock ]
Asking Alexandria (: [ Screamo / rock ] ♥
Boys Will Be Boys (: [ Pop rock ]
Airway [ Screamo/emorock ]
Before Their Eyes (: [ Screamo/emo rock ] ♥
Every Avenue [ Alt rock ]

HAHA , see there's a lot of new bands , and i love them! haha they are good . If I were a music producer i would sign them . They are awesome .The one with smiley faces are the ones i like the best . I had to figure out their genre by listening to them one by one . Most of them have smileys cause i like it and its my type of music . The ones with hearts are my ultimate fav. Tag if you like anyone of them as well . KK i just took my medicine , feelings drowsy , gonna sleep , BYE!

GROYNE

2009-07-20T19:53:00.004+08:00

Today was super boring . Except Geography cause , Mr Syaban was teaching us some geography stuff but then idk what it was cause i went to the toilet . It had something to do with GROYNE ( i meant the geography lesson , not the toilet ) LOL , when i walked into class , Preeti was like " cheryl look on the board " and im like " groine? AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! " and i kept laughing then i said " Preeti let me see your groyne! " i was actually asking her to let me see the graph for the geography work which had Groyne in it . I think Mr Syaban went all shy luh . HAHA groyne , man geog is fun! hahaha . Right now im talking to MOMOMOMOMOMO on msn , discussing about 'monday' hehe ,right now im watching My Wife And Kids , super funny , the wife was angry because the husband wasn't paying attention to her highlights and new dress and pulling out the chair for her and complimenting her , so she asked the husband " ok then since you know everything , which of my breast is bigger than the other " then the husband was like " the one with the hair on it " HAHAHA omg , i laughed so hard at that i started coughing badly , srsly this episode is the best and funniest[(s5) epF110 Careful what you wish for] . Love the show luh! ok i gtg , im kinda sick , got really bad throat and runny nose , all plegm-y. kk BYE , there's monday night laughs on starworld , i just might watch it .

To The Sound Of Love

2009-07-16T16:15:00.004+08:00

Mcfly is awesome till now man! haha greatest bands of all time . British bands are so talented (: like souting for girls and fightstar . Also, remember Michelle Branch? yeah started listening to her songs again . I wonder which is your favourite Mcfly guys . Harry Judd , Danny Jones , Tom Fletcher or Dougie Poynter . I think mine is Tom (: hahaha ! he is adorable , anyhoo , check out this two vids , the first one is them singing in disneyland .

The second one is them singing and dancing to Nsync , Harry and Danny looks super hot here . What fitties (: haha enjoy!

Tell me why .

2009-07-12T18:37:00.005+08:00

Hey guys , sorry i haven't been updating lately . Got kinda lazy . Anyways , here i am . I want an english bulldog , but my dad doesn't let me have a dog . Sad isn't it ? Haha , anyhoo , i watched the show , Because Of Winn-Dixie today , made me want a dog even more ! But i didn't see the ending cause i had to go for tuition :( how very sad . Lol eh , there's something which is annoying me lately , and that is , STEREOTYPES! If you don't know what it means, then erm , its something like labeling , which is totally unfair and i hate it . Lastly , MJ , everyone thinks that he bleached his skin because he wanted to be a white man , but no , he had skin cancer which made his skin have white patches on it , so the doctor asked him to put white pigments in his skin to make the color even . All these years you ignorant Bs have been making fun of him because he had skin cancer . Wow , good going guys , real smoove . How bout his nose huh? making fun of him cause his nose was falling off ? Lets put if this way , what if your father who was suppose to support you and encourage you , told you that your nose was big-ass for your whole life ? how would you feel ? pissed right ? yeah well thats how MJ felt , his abusive father called him BIG NOSE growing up , that's why he decided to get plastic surgery , so you guys make fun of him for having a bad childhood . Another thumbs up to you guys , seriously . TMZ is lame , i bet they never told you why he did the stuff he did . When you heard he "molested" a kid , you assumed he did right away. I don't think he did it , i mean c'mon why would he . It is obvious those assholes just want his money . MJ has donated to over 39 charities , he even holds a guinnese record for Most Charities Donated By A Celebrity . Argh you ignorant a-holes , MJ was a good man , extremely awesome singer and dancer .and you guys do this to him .

Okay got to go . I think the next post would be not as angry as this one .

I Just Want You To Know

2009-07-07T22:44:00.001+08:00

I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on

I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they're always the same
They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on

I'm movin' on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone

I sold what I could and packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm movin' on

I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on

Cheatcode !

2009-07-02T15:19:00.008+08:00

I can finally go back to school today . YAY :) omg i miss everyone soo much . During recess nadia and i were talking about the video ;2 girls 1 cup , it was sick to the core ! After that during SS and English , syah meiqi and i were talking about kissing .So like , if i had a boyfriend ,Syah was saying that i could like walk slowly then suddenly slam him against the door and then kiss him . I was like " isn't that rough later he thinks im crazy " then they were like , " you slam him then slowly kiss him , passionately , must touch him , make it hot ! " WHAT THE ! They must have a lot of experience ! hahaha, i should try , but on a hot hot hot ang moh guy (: I cut my hair again , well just a little to tidy it up . Cant see much difference though . LOL , im super bored , and i feel like dyeing my hair . Okay gots to go . Talked to Mr BB on the phone today , he thinks its fun to bully me . Well it's not okay! lol .
Bye lovelies ! (L)

Piss Off .

2009-06-26T23:30:00.001+08:00

I went bmx-ing just now with cheng and there were a bunch of american guys chugging down beer from a long tube . One of them kept peeing a lot like at random places . Then when i was chilling at the playground he peed right infront of me . He didn't see me , until like a few seconds later when i went *ahem* he was like " holy shit , those bitches are here and i just pissed infront of them ! " and im like .. wth , dont piss at random places man .

G'Day Mate

2009-06-25T23:40:00.003+08:00

Hey guys , im back from Gold Coast . It was super fun . Went to Dreamworld, which wasn't that nice . The next day , off to Seaworld , which was awesome ! the Jet Rescue ride and the Corkscrew was the best ! For Movieworld the scooby-doo ride was the most awesome-st! It dropped down backwards ! Haha i miss Aussie a lot , cant wait to go back there again . Prolly gonna study there after O levels . Hopefully i will . The weather there was cold , but yeah some of the times i didn't feel cold even though it was .Oh how i love the cold ! haha , singapore is mega hot . I find that the Aussy accent i sexy , just like the British . And Aussie's are better kissers . You can see from all the Australian movies . Aussie's kiss very calm-ly . American's kiss like they are about to suck your face off . British kiss with their mouth wide open . French and Italian's kiss with too much tongue . In my opinion , i would rather make out with an Australian hottie . Also , australia has awesome clothes , i bought a lot and they are all very friendly , i love it ! haha The only thing i didn't get to do was to surf cause it was cold . Anyhoo , im not allowed to go back to school cause i went to H1N1 affected country , how lame . It's gonna be so boring! Nvm , ill go out while others are in school muahahahah. Another thing i might add is that i am going to make another list . It's the list of The Best Kissing Scene From Movies According to Me , i currently have two movies which is Twilight and The Black Balloon . Twilight has more passion and oomph! , The black balloon is more calm and normal and connecting-ly romantically sweet .Okay i admit , i like romantic shows as well and im a romantic , lalala! So what ? It ain't against the law , can't shoot me (: oh well oh well i gots to go . BYE.

Off i go .

2009-06-19T15:28:00.002+08:00

Tonight i'll be leaving , well in the evening more likely . I can't wait ! Im so excited about going to dreamworld movieworld and riding the tallest rollercoasters and going through the trill rides and haunted house and taking pictures with those mascots haha! Today is Alvin's birthday if im not wrong and Yihui was a few days ago. So , HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ALVIN AND YIHUI! sorry i can't make it to the bbq. Im packing so yeah , haha i just finished , but i also just finished taking a bath . Guess i wont be updating for the next week . Gonna miss all of you (: pray that i won't get swine or get quarantined ( CHOI!touchwood ) hahaha seeya . Ps; im starting to miss school as well (: BYE !

Thursdays Mersday.

2009-06-18T18:29:00.005+08:00

Tomorrow night i am leaving for Brisband , Australia . Going down to Gold Coast as well . We'll be going to Dreamworld , Movieworld , Waterworld blablabla , cant wait ! I'm so excited . I guess i'll be shopping a lot as well , and taking a lot of pictures . Luke lent me his camera , its a lumixfz28 i think . Yeah i had to cycle all the way to his house in order to get it . Anyhoo, australia is going to be fun! i hope no swine flu gets in our way .Pray for me k? i dont wanna get quarantined and stuff . Must keep in good health . This also means that i have to pack my bag for tomorrow . YAY:D Australia here i come . Imma miss everyone . kk gots to go .BYE (:

Bang Bang Boom!

2009-06-17T16:40:00.003+08:00

Oh how i miss church camp . Haha oh ** better stay 50000000000 feet away from me right Heri? LOL i realised my camera has like two pictures and 3 videos from church camp, brought it for what?i have no idea. The cool pictures are in Luke's camera!!
Yeah anyways , i won't put the Nobody video and the Womanizer video up , but for the Heri singing in his sleep one .. i dont know if i should . It's so tempting ! haha i think he might murder me , but it's pay back for his stupid alarm ! Hahaaha . Currently playing guitar hero with chengsiew . She and I are going to Brisbane in two days time . Friday there's gonna be a bbq i dont think i can go cause im leaving on that day :( We'll see . Oh i can't wait ! Maybe i can ask Luke to lend me his other camera (: haha oh yeah here's one of the pictures .

yes i know , only one , how pathetic. Haha , waiting for the other pictures . Okay i gotta go now . Bye guys :)

CCMC.

2009-06-16T21:24:00.003+08:00

Hey guys, i just got back from church camp at Port Dickson . Omg it was so much fun . The bus ride there felt really short cause we had fun playing taidi , sleeping and playing other games . Once we reached there Thistle Resort , we got our keys and went to our room . Had worship and ice breaker games which was fun . After that went back to our room . Aron came over and we watched twilight on his laptop (:

Second day was really fun . We went to play PAINTBALL! It was super exciting . I sat at the side to watch the first few groups play first and it was funny . Alvin had the flag and he was running back to base while his pants were like falling off . Also , i got hit on the face and i wasn't even wearing a mask much less , in the game ! The group was shooting everywhere so it hit the net and stuff ( and me.. ) When it was my groups turn , we ran to all our covers . I shot someone , didn't see who though . While running for cover , i felt a lot of paintballs hitting my leg , but there was no pain . Once i took cover , i looked at my pants and there was nothing . I hid behind and peeked a little . Someone tried to shoot me then i shot him first . I want to play it again!We had like a little bit more time .So ivfy aron andrea and i went canoeing . It was funny cause we tried capsizing each other's boat . Got drenched in the end cause our boat got stuck under the fountain . I bought a sun hat also . Waste of money but yeah it was for Gala night . In the night , we crashed Kakit's room . Chunni and Heri were like really tired so Chunni went to JJ's room to sleep and Heri slept in the toilet haha what the hell . There wasn't anything much to do in their room , but lucky Aron brought his laptop over . Watched twilight and home alone until like the next morning . We fell asleep in the guy's hotel room cause the movie was boring and the bed was comfortable . Halfway through the movie , Aron realised that everyone was already asleep so he left the room . Kakit was next to me snoring . How pleasant -.- I wanted to go to the toilet like around 5 and i realised that Heri was still inside . When Chunni got back to the room at 8 ,he got a shock . It was funny cause he was like "Henri , get out i need to pee , i will count to 3 if not i will pour water on you , HENRI!" hahaha he can never say Heri's name correctly . Also Heri's alarm tone was really annoying but so addictive . It woke all of us up . Slept from 3- 7 in their room .

Typing this out, i realised that i got everything mixed up cause we stay up the whole night till morning and i forgot which day it is . So yeah i will just say what happened . On the last night , we really stayed up till morning . I wasn't that tired cause i slept the whole afternoon while the OC went for beach games like banana boat ride and stuff . So sad i missed it cause i had a headache. Anyways , as i was saying. We stayed up the whole night , Aron and I . Ivfy fell asleep . Aron and i webcammed-hored . And we were like grooving to Nobody But You by Wondergirls .
In the morning , i was still not sleepy but Aron was . If i didnt wake him up we would be late . I poured water on him and screamed in his ear . HAHAHA oh what fun !

On the last day , during the bus ride home . Sat with Heri . It was super funny cause the whole bus were singing songs and we didn't know some so we just read the lyrics out loudly . Also we were telling each other jokes and like talking rubbish . During the ride i had a nice sleep as well . Fell asleep on his shoulders though ( hehehee) . Oh yeah i beat Darren at taidi 3 times in a row ! hahahaha. Our bus stopped at a shopping place for lunch . I played Air Hockey and Horse Racing with Alvin . For air hockey i was on a winning streak then he started to win , and the horse racing game was tiring . Alvin said his "sword holster was in pain " HAHAHAHA . Oh yeah i bought shades ! haha omg i miss camp so much . Wish it was longer cause there's nothing to do here now . Ill be going to Gold Coast in Two Days Time ! Can't wait . ANDAND , hope luke loads all the pictures on facebook . kk gots to go bye ! I will upload the pics here when im free or when i get it .

Perfect Denial .

2009-06-12T14:16:00.007+08:00

It's a Beautiful Lie !

Haha yeah , its is by 30 seconds to Mars . Was at Momoko's blog , remembered that song and also Chester thought it was 30 minutes from Mars . HAHA what a loser , okok joking . Oh! I currently have a *drumroll please * ;
Top 10 Hot Guys Of The Month List !! *screams*

1.Travis Garland(NLT)
2.Jesse Bradford(Bring it on)
3.Justin Joseph Thorne (NLT)
4.Zachary Quinto (Heroes and Startrek)
5.Corey Monteith (Glee)
6.Mikey Way (My Chemical Romance)
7.Zacky Vengeance (Avenged Sevenfold)
8.Kevin McHale (NLT, Glee)
9.Adam Lambert (American Idol)
10.Drew Seeley (Another Cinderella Story)

dont know them/how the look like , then google it .NLT(not like them) guys are hot.
like my list? HAHAHAHA :D oh they are sexy to the core . Love them :D the reason Adam Lambert is no.9 its because he is gay :( but still hot ! Oh yeah I'll be away from the 13-17 of June and then the 19 - 24 June . Going for church camp at Port Dickson , haha there's canoeing , paintball and so on there. After that im going with my neighbour and dad to Gold Coast and Brisbane , Australia . Dreamworld and Movieworld here we come ! haha ill miss everyone . Ill make sure i take loads of pictures (: Okay gots to go and pack , update my ipod songs and buy things i need for the church camp . Seeya !

ps. i miss momoko loh tao zi , him and school! and also i will kill greg if he doesn't stop talking crap on my tagbox .

Dont Stop Believing !

2009-06-09T18:48:00.003+08:00

Oh so tender and warm
I learnt to play My Immortal , Dont Stop Believing and Bring Me To Life on the piano . Took me awhile cause i played by ear , both hands ! omg , but it was worth it , good way to spend my time , instead of rotting . Also i practiced my singing , haha evanescence songs are really fun to sing . Glad i could reach all the notes and pitches , sounded like her , but oh well she is a goddess ! hahaha . I want them to perform live in singapore ! I will make sure i go . Oh yeah i currently have four boyfriends , they are Corey Monteith , Travis Garland , Keving McHale and Justin Joseph Thorne :D OMG major hotties ! hahaha wanna see them ? Hot right ?? omgomgomg ! Don't steal them yeah ? I will murder you . LOVE THEM
In the collage i made, it is according to who i think is the hottest first . Travis , Justin , Corey then Kevin

Neil Patrick Harris .

2009-06-08T18:02:00.005+08:00

I realised i haven't updated for days . Was really bored and lazy to update . Also , nothing much happened . Except that i finally bought two skinnies , two converse shoes , a shirt and a skirt(yes,you heard right) . My dad asked me to get something more girly . I don't think i will ever wear it anyways . Oh yeah , i dreamt that Neil Patrick Harris was my boyfriend and i made out with him ! omg, super hot ! Oh yeah , i got hooked on Evanescense and Journey again . The guy in the video Bring me to life is really hot . When he was trying to pull Amy lee up , he looked so cool ! Well HE can save me anytime . Haha i think his name is Paul Mccoy from 12 stones . I searched him up and he is super fat now . SADDED ! hahahaha currently talking to Momoko and Tito on msn . Tito thinks Homer is better than Bart . PFFT , no way ! Bart owns all! hahah but APU is the best ! hahah "thank you come again" ( indian accent ) . Momoko is going crazy over Zachary Quinto . He is hot yeah? hahaha . Okayokay i gotta go :D bye !
It has been 32 days ,love .

Pop Goes The Weasel

2009-06-01T22:33:00.002+08:00

I NEED NEW SHOES,JEANS,SHIRTS,HOODIE,ACCESSORIES
Today , i followed my bro on his run . CEPT! i was on my bike . He went through old holland road , to jelita cold storage , down sixth avenue and back home . Dang it , he has really good stamina . He ran , i cycled , and still , i am beat ! My fitness level is really low , haha . Oh yeah , i need new clothes ! I want green and red converse shoes .Some glamour kills t shirts , some cool accessories . A hoodie , purple and grey skinnies (: hopefully my dad would give me some money to buy it cause i really need new clothes . Also , im gonna cut my hair and make it even now that it has grown longer . Looking back , my hair looked like casadee's hairstyle !Now i shall make it better . Gots to go . BYE!

Boom Boom Pow !

2009-05-31T23:17:00.002+08:00

Here we go , here we go , satelite ray-dee-oh !
Yesterday had a bbq party at my house . Jas, Cheng , Rias , Joan , Nadia , Jade , Ivfy and Kakit came . Yeah , very little . At least we had fun haha , played water polo for a long time and now my muscles are aching again .Swollen too! There was a lot of food , so in the end we gave the leftovers to the guards . Bet it made them happy ! :D Ivfy slept over cause the next day we had to go to Alvin's house at 8 30 . Before the bbq , met Ivfy ,Alvin ,Luke , Cass, Aron at kap . We were going to Alvin's house to cook , for our OC COOK-OFF! (: It was fun . I beat Tim twice for tai di one on one .
Todaywent to Alvin's house , finished with the cooking then brought it to church . I think we might just win the cook off . After that we went to watch night at the museum . I find the show really .."trying" . Oh well ! Had fun . Anyhoo, gots to go (: bye .

Imaginary Friends Are Real.

2009-05-29T18:45:00.002+08:00

Where are you? Please don't kill me in my sleep...

I had an imaginary friend lately , his name is Tommy . Got kinda real today , he stole my cards . Jeremy , Yvonne and i were playing poker , altogether there were 52. Then we gave out , there was an extra , after 5 mins , when we gave out again , there was no extra , it added up to 17 17 17 , which is , erm no wait im confused . All i know is from odd , it became even . I was on a wining streak , then i kept losing . Yes it must be Tommy . During school Tommy followed me everywhere . I told my friends about it , and they were like , hey don't play this type of thing . Later become real , and i thought hey its for fun . Now it's starting to freak me out . LOL! Every night , since Tommy , the house above me keeps making noises , like bam bam bam ! and kids running . Funny thing is , no one is living upstairs . Uh , maybe im psyching myself out . Oh well , gonna have a long day tomorrow , GOTS TO GO ! :D bye .

Alterbridge and Creed Owns !

2009-05-28T21:52:00.002+08:00

Snow is on the ground , Winters come , You long to hear my voice ,But I'm long gone .

Oh man , i love Alterbridge , their songs are the best . Creed too! haha . Realised i didn't update yesterday or something . So i guess i'll do it now . Nothing much happened but i got called to the principal office over some matter, which i wasn't involved with , lucky my dad wrote letter the day before on why i missed school . Finally , my cable is up . Lived 2 days without it , my gosh , it was torture ! I missed fighting spiderrrrrrs :( hahaha ! yeah and my bmx still not here yet . Tomorrow getting report book , think i might just dig a grave . Lol , alright-y gots to go ! BYE .

The Birds And The Bees

2009-05-26T19:31:00.003+08:00

A whole universe is in a hot dense speed for nearly 14 million years ago expansion started when the earth began to drool

Today in school was really fun , first two periods(i think?) was a lecture about sex .. yes it was sex ed day today , HAHA! fell asleep though . After that we had two hours of recess , only our class , cause our sexy teachers were on medical leave.
Played soccer for awhile,nadia kicked my leg instead of the ball. Then preeti and i started gaying , Lagger kicked the ball which hit my leg then i fell. After that went back to class to play cards. Haha after that went to the other session . Quite funny but yeah . Yesterday i went out with Cheng for dinner . We played on the swing which was fun because i kept swinging it very hard and fast . After that went to cheng's house to watch Slumdog Millionaire . Jamal, looks super cute ! haha Dev patel , Jamal as a little boy , and Jamal as a teenager , all look really cute . JAIHO!

Love , It Burns .

2009-05-25T16:34:00.007+08:00

I fell into a burning ring of fire

I LOVE ADAM LAMBERT
school was school today , last two periods watched shark tale haha , and suddenly i became ernie the stupid jellyfish . WOW ! haha i can't wait for my r2d2 and scotty luh :D later going to cheng's house for dinner . I'm going to Gold Coast australia with her . Oh yeah adam lost right ? but who cares he has a higher chance in te music business on his own , he doesn't need american idol to help him be famous . For kris is different , he won because the people thought that he needed the help , Adam didn't cause he is already so good ! haha you got served !

Did You Forget About Me?

2009-05-24T18:49:00.006+08:00

But somewhere we went wrong ,we were once so strong ,our love is like a song ,you can't forget it.

Yesterday was really busy ,for flag day i donated the money then went to chill out at macs (: okay i am mean but heck . After that went for bible study ,and then to an anniversary , and then dinner with family and relatives .I swear i am really tired . Slept till 1 today . Missed church though , my bad . I went to look for my BMX bike today , i found one i wanted and liked but out of stock so i reserved it . Hahaha if i were earlier i think i would have bought it already . Its a Worm Freestyler Pro Bmx bike . Its about $365 ? yeah haha its for flatland tricks :D i need a helmet too . My bike is White with cromo and its handle is 360 degrees turning! whoohoo! okay im super excited . See the pictures , i think it is sexy ! haha . I named them already . My bike would be called R2D2 and my helmet would be Scotty.

I'm Tired

2009-05-23T04:57:00.002+08:00

It's 5 In The Morning
yes , i am up super early today , why? because i was suppose to meet "someone" at KAP at 5am . But that asshole just got up . WTH man! later its gonna be one full day for me . I have flag day , and then i family dinner . Hopefully i can keep myself awake . Right now , i'm already feeling tired.

STICKITTODAMAHNIOSIS

2009-05-21T20:25:00.003+08:00

ADAM LAMBERT IS LOVED
yes , i was watching school of rock and stick it today . So its like StickIt , and in school of rock is like , StickItToTheMan-iosis. Get it ? Okay it's lame . Lol after watching Stick it , i regretted not joining gymnastics in primary school . Also , after watching school of rock i feel like playing the drums again , but sadly my dad threw it away . WTF! i want a new drumset , in bukit timah plaza they have. I really want it , but i don't think my dad would allow it . Oh well , we'll see . Tomorrow imma pon school again , freaking lazy .HELL! MY BABY , ADAM LAMBERT , LOST! This is not acceptable , man ! they don't know how to vote .Adam is way better! He rocks \m/

I Speak Whale

2009-05-20T20:28:00.001+08:00

I skipped school today , was feeling lazy . I decided to go swimming , swam a few laps , i think tonight my muscle will ache again . Wonderful!

Stuck In Reverse

2009-05-19T18:25:00.003+08:00

If you're over me , i'm already over you . If it's all been done what is left to do ?If you're moving on , i'm already gone . At least not today .

Omg i'm so confused right now. Everything is just one big blur . I guess now that we've sort it out , but i think i'll wait ,i don't know it might be for nothing though that's what i'm afraid of . I guess i would get over it one day , but not today .School sucks like hell . Failed chinese by one mark , math by one mark and hist/ss totally fail . Crap hate my life right now . Tomorrow i think i'm going to just skip school , i feel like swimming again . Idk why but nowadays when im not in a good mood , i would swim , and push myself until i can't anymore . Like the other day , i swam 20 laps at night , then when i wanted to sleep i couldnt cause i had terrible muscle ache . So i went to the bathroom , poured ice in the tub and sunk myself in . I think tomorrow it might happen again . Idk :( we'll see . And my hair isn't growing as fast , i cut it a few weeks ago because i was sad , and the end results were like crap , now i'm waiting for it to grow . Cheryl!you are fucking stupid and stubborn ! Get over yourself !

PFFT , my bro annoyed the leaving crap out of me just now . I was just about to go on msn and he was like " cheryl help me send this picture to your com via bluetooth " and im like okay fine . Then my phone bluetooth shit up on me . Then he asked for the usb and i couldn't find it , so he got pissed and walked off . 5 mins later he came out asked my for my camera , so i passed it to him . Then he scolded me cause my cam no batt . urgh! fine so i charged it then he rushed me for everything and im said " the batt's gonna take like until tomorrow" then he said " okay then no hurry " and im like " WHAT?!?!?!THEN WHY'D YOU RUSH ME FOR?" then he was like "oh no reason mei mei ." and he didn't thank me . Wow my life is interesting innit *clapclap* HELL , i gotta go , watching Mom At Sixteen now .

I'm Not Moving

2009-05-18T17:22:00.002+08:00

BABY , HOW CAN I MOVE ON WHEN IM STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU

Went to pizzahut with Meiqi/Nad/Jade/Sam/Rex just now . Before that as we were leaving school , Asyraf and Qhayreel were looking at us , then Nadia shouted "bastard!" I was like damn shocked . I feel kinda bad cause it isn't any of his fault . Yeah maybe i shouldn't have started the fight , i mean smoking is already a habit , and it can't be changed , so why did i get so worked up over it and maybe sometimes people show love to each other in a different way .Everything is coming back to me now , i don't know why i still love him ,you might think that by now i am over him , but no my feelings my heart , everything is with him . I can't love anyone else like i loved him . It would be cheating , and it would hurt the other party . I know , i should move one but it's hard to let go . I never loved anyone else but him , i don't know why . The feelings i have for him are soo complicated . I think the reason i broke up with him was because i felt like he didn't love me .But thinking back , he made me feel happy . When i needed someone to talk to , he was there . We had really fun times together , at camp , on our date when we watch fast and furious. I remember everything so clearly , these memories will never go away . Since sec 2 , the first time we were together , i remember everything . Why can't i let go ? Why can't i move on and get over you ? Why do i still love you ? Idk , i just love being around him . It makes me happy/loved . Without him here with me , it feels so empty . Maybe he doesn't love me anymore , but i know i still do . I still love him . My feelings haven't faded . It takes time for me . I feel guilty all the time . Sometimes i feel like texting him saying " im sorry " or " do you wanna patch " or " i still love you even though you might not feel the same way " but i guess i have no courage to do so.Love is a losing game i guess .. Joanne said maybe because there wasn't any closure , but i don't want things to end .. It's really painful , maybe because we are in the same school.. and i see him all the time . I cried myself to sleep that day , i didn't expect things to turn out this way . I miss your voice , i miss your smile , i miss your hug , i miss holding your hand , i miss talking to you / texting you on the phone , i miss poking you , i miss being with you , i miss you , i miss everything about you . I feel guilty about everything too , and im sorry qhayreel . I still love you . If we could you know start it again ... *sigh* i feel damn stupid now .
27 Feb to 5 May .
It's been 12 days :(

i will fly into your arms , and be with you , till the end of time , why are you so far away , you know its very hard for me , to get myself close to you
this song reminds me of him

Beauty and the Geek

2009-05-17T21:41:00.000+08:00

So today i skipped church and tuition , but because i sprained my ankle , hehe . Okay anyways . I watched beauty and the geek just now , then this guy asked the bimbo ,
dude :" who was the first man on the moon "
blonde :" buzz... buzz lightyear ?"
dude :" uh huh! and what is the symbol/animal of america? "
blonde :" oh erm a bird? "
dude :" bird? what bird ? "
blonde :" big bird?!"
haha she is mega dumb .Anyhoo,was talking/webcamming with Jack just now,he is a hobo , haha stupid cousin . His webcam was like upside down and he told me that it is sunny outside(he is in scotland), then i said well it is dark here , then he told me that i went to paint all my windows black .RUBBISH! haha okay i think i will stop here , nothing much happened so yeah .. BYE (:

My Moves Are White

2009-05-16T21:49:00.001+08:00

HELLO WELLO HELLO WELLO HELLO WELLO IM FINE THANK YOU.
I just made a new blog , a start of a new day,new memories ,yadayadayada(: okay i seriously have no idea what i am talking about here.Guess what? I am aching every where,over exerted my body while swimming yesterday.Wonderful innit !
I think imma stop here , seeya :D