Sigh ,
this blog has been dead for quite some time innit . I reckon no one reads it anyways, so why update . Life sucks now , just so you know . Im getting deeper , darker , the thirst for love and affection is driving me nuts , oh how i wish my family will be back to normal . New mum , new siblings , new family , new life , new self ( which is bad , like fuck) . The only place i feel happy ,is school , sometimes . Stupid stupid stupid life . I chose all the wrong paths . I made what i am today . I chose to accept a guy i thought was different , who turned out to be just the same as every other jerk . I chose not to study for PSLE and got into this school . If i wasn't in this school , my love life , my family life , my friends, would all be different , yet now , im stuck in this revolving hell hole , which sucks the happiness out of everything . Oh how i regret everything i've done . Looking down from a rooftop wishing it would all just disappear if i took a tiny little step forward . Just a little step .... a gush of wind against my hair , and then the pain seems to disappear as i enter a world of nothing . The reason im still living is because of my mum , i can't end it all now . Guess ill just suffer away , whoopee ! I'll use this blog to vent my frustrations and stuff . The way i am in school is totally different from how i am at home . but heck . Bye .

Cheryl
Fifteen.
I like bright neon colours and city highways filled with red cars, rainy sunday afternoons, popcorn and choochoo trains. I'd watch Disney Channel every hour of the day if I could. Dum dee dum , well okay , im a superhero and i will save the world ! ( hah! like as if you would believe me ) British guys and their accent are hot ! && I have facebook/myspace , ask me for it if ya wanna know .