.Tuesday, May 19, 2009
If you're over me , i'm already over you . If it's all been done what is left to do ?If you're moving on , i'm already gone . At least not today . Omg i'm so confused right now. Everything is just one big blur . I guess now that we've sort it out , but i think i'll wait ,i don't know it might be for nothing though that's what i'm afraid of . I guess i would get over it one day , but not today .School sucks like hell . Failed chinese by one mark , math by one mark and hist/ss totally fail . Crap hate my life right now . Tomorrow i think i'm going to just skip school , i feel like swimming again . Idk why but nowadays when im not in a good mood , i would swim , and push myself until i can't anymore . Like the other day , i swam 20 laps at night , then when i wanted to sleep i couldnt cause i had terrible muscle ache . So i went to the bathroom , poured ice in the tub and sunk myself in . I think tomorrow it might happen again . Idk :( we'll see . And my hair isn't growing as fast , i cut it a few weeks ago because i was sad , and the end results were like crap , now i'm waiting for it to grow . Cheryl!you are fucking stupid and stubborn ! Get over yourself !
PFFT , my bro annoyed the leaving crap out of me just now . I was just about to go on msn and he was like " cheryl help me send this picture to your com via bluetooth " and im like okay fine . Then my phone bluetooth shit up on me . Then he asked for the usb and i couldn't find it , so he got pissed and walked off . 5 mins later he came out asked my for my camera , so i passed it to him . Then he scolded me cause my cam no batt . urgh! fine so i charged it then he rushed me for everything and im said " the batt's gonna take like until tomorrow" then he said " okay then no hurry " and im like " WHAT?!?!?!THEN WHY'D YOU RUSH ME FOR?" then he was like "oh no reason mei mei ." and he didn't thank me . Wow my life is interesting innit *clapclap* HELL , i gotta go , watching
Mom At Sixteen now .
