Taurus
April 21 to May 21

Symbol - The Bull
Element - Earth
Planet - Venus

Love Life:
You are an aggressive lover and an awesome kisser. In short, you are sexy as hell.
More Compatible with - Leo, Scorpio, Virgo, Capricorn
Less Compatible with - Sagittarius, Gemini, Aries
Qualities Of Taurus
Loving, Mature, Secure, Reliable, Calm, Loyal, Kind, Friendly, Determined, Self-Reliant, Patient, Confident, Affectionate, Practical & Artistic.

Lucky Color - Blue or Green
Lucky Stone - Emerald
Lucky Day - Friday
Lucky Number - Six
Lucky Metal - Copper

this is for people who i love and miss a lot .
TO;

To my favorite teacher, who told me never give up
To my 5th grade crush who I thought I really loved
To the girls I missed and the guys we kissed
Where are you now?

To my ex-best friends don´t know how we grew apart
To my favorite band and sing-alongs in my car
To the face I see , in my memories
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I´m thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn´t for you
I would never be who I am

To my first boyfriend ,I thought for sure was the one
To my last boyfriend ,sorry that I screwed it up
To the ones I loved ,but didn´t show it enough
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I´m thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn´t for you
I would never be who I am

And I know I'll never see those days again
And things will never be that way again
But that´s just how it goes
People change but I know
I won´t forget you

To the ones who cared and who were there from the start
To the love that left and took a piece of my heart
To the few who´d swear ,i´d never go anywhere
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I´m thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn´t for you
I would never be who I am

If it wasn´t for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn´t for you
I´d be nothing
Where are you now?

Sigh ,
this blog has been dead for quite some time innit . I reckon no one reads it anyways, so why update . Life sucks now , just so you know . Im getting deeper , darker , the thirst for love and affection is driving me nuts , oh how i wish my family will be back to normal . New mum , new siblings , new family , new life , new self ( which is bad , like fuck) . The only place i feel happy ,is school , sometimes . Stupid stupid stupid life . I chose all the wrong paths . I made what i am today . I chose to accept a guy i thought was different , who turned out to be just the same as every other jerk . I chose not to study for PSLE and got into this school . If i wasn't in this school , my love life , my family life , my friends, would all be different , yet now , im stuck in this revolving hell hole , which sucks the happiness out of everything . Oh how i regret everything i've done . Looking down from a rooftop wishing it would all just disappear if i took a tiny little step forward . Just a little step .... a gush of wind against my hair , and then the pain seems to disappear as i enter a world of nothing . The reason im still living is because of my mum , i can't end it all now . Guess ill just suffer away , whoopee ! I'll use this blog to vent my frustrations and stuff . The way i am in school is totally different from how i am at home . but heck . Bye .

Keane , is a damn good band .

Okay , i guess Joanne and some other people know already . Joanne can't get over right ? yeah well it takes time , just like i did . Im over ald . (: just that some people think i'm not . WTF i saw it man ... nvm don't bother about what others say , cause i know it myself , no use giving me that look . I don't care .

Anyhoo , today , fell asleep during math class , baby low's voice is just so ... and weird things happened in class . Po Lin was making piano noises( he sits behind me ), Jade was laughing to herself ( she's next to me ) , Vishnu was " rocking out "
which in his case , simply nodding his head , Huijia kept turning around and smiling at me . My gosh , it was super freaky , like they were posessed . Ok , and i was calling syaban , uncle ban , then he gave me the weird face which was really dumb .
Another thing is , i sprained my ankle when huijia pushed me . WOW, weakling much?

SYAH! stop calling me Siti Nur Cheryl or Menahhhh sioolllll just because i acted like one for fun , i should never have done that .

GREG & RUBEN ! why dont you pay for my airline ticket , that way i will be able to go .

wait ,( this is for him cause i know he reads it ) ;
Dejar de decirles a otros acerca de mí o lo que digo y dejar de preocuparse por lo que hago ahora sobre su causa y, además, no mejora tu maldita juguete, no puede me mudo a otra persona una vez que esté hecho. Y otra cosa, usted no podría obtener más de mí antes, que cada vez causa y romper i obtener más de usted, pedir la revisión de nuevo. No puedo creer que le dio una oportunidad.


( oh im evil , i should stop with the third language , nvm you can just go translate on the internet or something , heh up yours )

Since im sick and can't go to school , it means im stuck bored at home . So i have been scanning youtube for new songs and singers and guess what! i found a few , imma put some here ,
Dear Juliet - All those nights


Goodnight Sunrise - It's The Stare


Other bands are :
Dear Juliet (: [ soft rock ] ♥
A Bird A Sparrow (: [ alt rock ]
Divided By Friday (: [ alt rock ] ♥
The Failing Farewell [ alt pop soft rock ]
The Summer Set [ pop rock ]
Backseat Goodbye [ soft rock ]
Our Last Night (: [ screamo alt rock ] ♥
Handshakes And Highfives (: [ pop alt rock ]
Racing Kites (: [ pop alt rock ]
Goodnight Sunrise (: [ alt rock ]♥
A Kiss For Jersey (: [ emo rock ]
Watch out!There's Ghost [ alt rock ]
You Me And Everyone We Know (: [ indie alt rock ]
Shorelines End (: [ Alt rock indie ] ♥
A Virginia Sky (: [ Pop Rock ]
Sing It Loud [ Alt rock ]
The Follow Through (: [ Soft rock ]
Asking Alexandria (: [ Screamo / rock ] ♥
Boys Will Be Boys (: [ Pop rock ]
Airway [ Screamo/emorock ]
Before Their Eyes (: [ Screamo/emo rock ] ♥
Every Avenue [ Alt rock ]

HAHA , see there's a lot of new bands , and i love them! haha they are good . If I were a music producer i would sign them . They are awesome .The one with smiley faces are the ones i like the best . I had to figure out their genre by listening to them one by one . Most of them have smileys cause i like it and its my type of music . The ones with hearts are my ultimate fav. Tag if you like anyone of them as well . KK i just took my medicine , feelings drowsy , gonna sleep , BYE!

Today was super boring . Except Geography cause , Mr Syaban was teaching us some geography stuff but then idk what it was cause i went to the toilet . It had something to do with GROYNE ( i meant the geography lesson , not the toilet ) LOL , when i walked into class , Preeti was like " cheryl look on the board " and im like " groine? AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! " and i kept laughing then i said " Preeti let me see your groyne! " i was actually asking her to let me see the graph for the geography work which had Groyne in it . I think Mr Syaban went all shy luh . HAHA groyne , man geog is fun! hahaha . Right now im talking to MOMOMOMOMOMO on msn , discussing about 'monday' hehe ,right now im watching My Wife And Kids , super funny , the wife was angry because the husband wasn't paying attention to her highlights and new dress and pulling out the chair for her and complimenting her , so she asked the husband " ok then since you know everything , which of my breast is bigger than the other " then the husband was like " the one with the hair on it " HAHAHA omg , i laughed so hard at that i started coughing badly , srsly this episode is the best and funniest[(s5) epF110 Careful what you wish for] . Love the show luh! ok i gtg , im kinda sick , got really bad throat and runny nose , all plegm-y. kk BYE , there's monday night laughs on starworld , i just might watch it .

Mcfly is awesome till now man! haha greatest bands of all time . British bands are so talented (: like souting for girls and fightstar . Also, remember Michelle Branch? yeah started listening to her songs again . I wonder which is your favourite Mcfly guys . Harry Judd , Danny Jones , Tom Fletcher or Dougie Poynter . I think mine is Tom (: hahaha ! he is adorable , anyhoo , check out this two vids , the first one is them singing in disneyland .


The second one is them singing and dancing to Nsync , Harry and Danny looks super hot here . What fitties (: haha enjoy!

Hey guys , sorry i haven't been updating lately . Got kinda lazy . Anyways , here i am . I want an english bulldog , but my dad doesn't let me have a dog . Sad isn't it ? Haha , anyhoo , i watched the show , Because Of Winn-Dixie today , made me want a dog even more ! But i didn't see the ending cause i had to go for tuition :( how very sad . Lol eh , there's something which is annoying me lately , and that is , STEREOTYPES! If you don't know what it means, then erm , its something like labeling , which is totally unfair and i hate it . Lastly , MJ , everyone thinks that he bleached his skin because he wanted to be a white man , but no , he had skin cancer which made his skin have white patches on it , so the doctor asked him to put white pigments in his skin to make the color even . All these years you ignorant Bs have been making fun of him because he had skin cancer . Wow , good going guys , real smoove . How bout his nose huh? making fun of him cause his nose was falling off ? Lets put if this way , what if your father who was suppose to support you and encourage you , told you that your nose was big-ass for your whole life ? how would you feel ? pissed right ? yeah well thats how MJ felt , his abusive father called him BIG NOSE growing up , that's why he decided to get plastic surgery , so you guys make fun of him for having a bad childhood . Another thumbs up to you guys , seriously . TMZ is lame , i bet they never told you why he did the stuff he did . When you heard he "molested" a kid , you assumed he did right away. I don't think he did it , i mean c'mon why would he . It is obvious those assholes just want his money . MJ has donated to over 39 charities , he even holds a guinnese record for Most Charities Donated By A Celebrity . Argh you ignorant a-holes , MJ was a good man , extremely awesome singer and dancer .and you guys do this to him .


Okay got to go . I think the next post would be not as angry as this one .

I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on

I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they're always the same
They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on

I'm movin' on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone

I sold what I could and packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm movin' on

I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on

I can finally go back to school today . YAY :) omg i miss everyone soo much . During recess nadia and i were talking about the video ;2 girls 1 cup , it was sick to the core ! After that during SS and English , syah meiqi and i were talking about kissing .So like , if i had a boyfriend ,Syah was saying that i could like walk slowly then suddenly slam him against the door and then kiss him . I was like " isn't that rough later he thinks im crazy " then they were like , " you slam him then slowly kiss him , passionately , must touch him , make it hot ! " WHAT THE ! They must have a lot of experience ! hahaha, i should try , but on a hot hot hot ang moh guy (: I cut my hair again , well just a little to tidy it up . Cant see much difference though . LOL , im super bored , and i feel like dyeing my hair . Okay gots to go . Talked to Mr BB on the phone today , he thinks its fun to bully me . Well it's not okay! lol .
Bye lovelies ! (L)

I went bmx-ing just now with cheng and there were a bunch of american guys chugging down beer from a long tube . One of them kept peeing a lot like at random places . Then when i was chilling at the playground he peed right infront of me . He didn't see me , until like a few seconds later when i went *ahem* he was like " holy shit , those bitches are here and i just pissed infront of them ! " and im like .. wth , dont piss at random places man .

Hey guys , im back from Gold Coast . It was super fun . Went to Dreamworld, which wasn't that nice . The next day , off to Seaworld , which was awesome ! the Jet Rescue ride and the Corkscrew was the best ! For Movieworld the scooby-doo ride was the most awesome-st! It dropped down backwards ! Haha i miss Aussie a lot , cant wait to go back there again . Prolly gonna study there after O levels . Hopefully i will . The weather there was cold , but yeah some of the times i didn't feel cold even though it was .Oh how i love the cold ! haha , singapore is mega hot . I find that the Aussy accent i sexy , just like the British . And Aussie's are better kissers . You can see from all the Australian movies . Aussie's kiss very calm-ly . American's kiss like they are about to suck your face off . British kiss with their mouth wide open . French and Italian's kiss with too much tongue . In my opinion , i would rather make out with an Australian hottie . Also , australia has awesome clothes , i bought a lot and they are all very friendly , i love it ! haha The only thing i didn't get to do was to surf cause it was cold . Anyhoo , im not allowed to go back to school cause i went to H1N1 affected country , how lame . It's gonna be so boring! Nvm , ill go out while others are in school muahahahah. Another thing i might add is that i am going to make another list . It's the list of The Best Kissing Scene From Movies According to Me , i currently have two movies which is Twilight and The Black Balloon . Twilight has more passion and oomph! , The black balloon is more calm and normal and connecting-ly romantically sweet .Okay i admit , i like romantic shows as well and im a romantic , lalala! So what ? It ain't against the law , can't shoot me (: oh well oh well i gots to go . BYE.

Tonight i'll be leaving , well in the evening more likely . I can't wait ! Im so excited about going to dreamworld movieworld and riding the tallest rollercoasters and going through the trill rides and haunted house and taking pictures with those mascots haha! Today is Alvin's birthday if im not wrong and Yihui was a few days ago. So , HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ALVIN AND YIHUI! sorry i can't make it to the bbq. Im packing so yeah , haha i just finished , but i also just finished taking a bath . Guess i wont be updating for the next week . Gonna miss all of you (: pray that i won't get swine or get quarantined ( CHOI!touchwood ) hahaha seeya . Ps; im starting to miss school as well (: BYE !

Tomorrow night i am leaving for Brisband , Australia . Going down to Gold Coast as well . We'll be going to Dreamworld , Movieworld , Waterworld blablabla , cant wait ! I'm so excited . I guess i'll be shopping a lot as well , and taking a lot of pictures . Luke lent me his camera , its a lumixfz28 i think . Yeah i had to cycle all the way to his house in order to get it . Anyhoo, australia is going to be fun! i hope no swine flu gets in our way .Pray for me k? i dont wanna get quarantined and stuff . Must keep in good health . This also means that i have to pack my bag for tomorrow . YAY:D Australia here i come . Imma miss everyone . kk gots to go .BYE (:

Oh how i miss church camp . Haha oh ** better stay 50000000000 feet away from me right Heri? LOL i realised my camera has like two pictures and 3 videos from church camp, brought it for what?i have no idea. The cool pictures are in Luke's camera!!
Yeah anyways , i won't put the Nobody video and the Womanizer video up , but for the Heri singing in his sleep one .. i dont know if i should . It's so tempting ! haha i think he might murder me , but it's pay back for his stupid alarm ! Hahaaha . Currently playing guitar hero with chengsiew . She and I are going to Brisbane in two days time . Friday there's gonna be a bbq i dont think i can go cause im leaving on that day :( We'll see . Oh i can't wait ! Maybe i can ask Luke to lend me his other camera (: haha oh yeah here's one of the pictures .

yes i know , only one , how pathetic. Haha , waiting for the other pictures . Okay i gotta go now . Bye guys :)

Cheryl
Fifteen.
I like bright neon colours and city highways filled with red cars, rainy sunday afternoons, popcorn and choochoo trains. I'd watch Disney Channel every hour of the day if I could. Dum dee dum , well okay , im a superhero and i will save the world ! ( hah! like as if you would believe me ) British guys and their accent are hot ! && I have facebook/myspace , ask me for it if ya wanna know .